Today I was having a really good day, really enjoying myself all was good.

But of course then something had to happen.

Turns out that my mom had to take my gran to the hospital because she has a really bad leg and such, which I already knew. My mom was surposed to take her in the hospital in a wheelchair because her leg is that bad, but no my gran wouldn't go in it.

Her leg is so bad they wanted to keep her in for three days at least so they can sort her out because she has toxins in her blood and my mom thinks she has blood poisoning (It might be the same thing but I'm stupid so please excuse me if it is.) However will my gran stay in there? No. She won't stay in the hospital. My mom couldn't persuade her so she got my dad to go there and try and persuade her as she will most likly listen to him better. (My Gran is my Dad's Mother so my mom is only her Daughter-in-law.) Even my dad, her own son, couldn't convince her.

The doctors said that even with all there help she would most likly lose her leg but because she won't go she could lose her life. They say if she won't go then she wont even be here for christmas. And slowly every couple years someone dies and theres one less person around the dinner table. There used to be seven of us (Not including my brother, his wife and their son.) and now theres only five. I know thats only two people but it is a dramatic change to what it used to be and I really don't want it to end up being just four of us, which would just be me, mom, dad and my sister. It would feel like such a lonely christmas.

My dad tryed talking to her and she still wouldn't listen. My mom thinks that my gran thinks that if she goes into hospital she wont be coming out, in other words shes scared of going into hospital. My dad even said to her that she is pretty much comitting suicide but still she won't do anything and I'm really scared for her. She also seems to think that she will died in her sleep if she doesn't get the treatment but the doctors said to her that she wouldn't, she would suffer and suffer right through to the end. She said that Kenny ( My uncle who died when I was two from cancer.) suffered too so she was fine but the thing was Kenny didn't have a choice but to suffer. They couldn't do anything for his cancer so he just had to go through it all suffering but Gran has the choice she can live with the treatment they would give her.

Now My auntie is going to talk to her but she thinks that if my gran didnt listen to my dad then she wont listen to her. My moms going to get my grans key to her front door aswell so we can get in if we need to. Also were going to see if my gran will come and live with us for a bit so we can keep a close eye on her but I havn't heard anymore that that now.

I'm really scared for her. Although she is a little annoying sometimes I really love her and I don't think I could bare losing her. I just hope she gets some sence and goes to hospital soon before its too late.